Straight edge days
Sharp as the Ginsu
Cutting through
Aluminum cans
In a 1982
TV ad.
I am heavily
[Under]medicated lately.
And
I am meaner,
More alert,
More punk,
And angrier
Now
Than I was
When Hudson rye
Swam in my belly
Like the dirty Mississippi
Carries rotten driftwood
To get stuck
In the dull blades
Of an onboard motor
Of a fishing boat
Whose ballast
Crawls with suffocating catfish
Flailing and sucking at the air
Among the earthworms,
All of whom will spend
Their last days
In a styrofoam bucket.
And the goal
Of writing more;
To be available
To write more,
Has become
More intoxicating
Than any night
I cannot remember
And only knew of
From the evidence
Written on a pocketful
Of financially detrimental
Bar tabs
From neighborhoods
I should only go to
When looking
To kill
Or be killed.

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